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venera787still can't figure out how to balance color on the tablet, cause it looks brighter and deeper than on the monitor, but Nvidia settings work on both of the displays TT.
And I still sometimes glance at the screen because I can't see the details THE PEN IS IN THE WAY AAAH
and I feel anxious about drawing something serious because I'll get disappointed in my skill and I'm already feeling down as it is (it kinda became a constant state - 3-2 days feeling normal, then weeks of all things bad). But remembering how hard it was for me to get comfortable with my screenless tablet.. oof. I'm painfully getting used to innovations.
Also watching sh2 remake streams.
The fear of abandonment cripples closer and closer again and again.
And I still sometimes glance at the screen because I can't see the details THE PEN IS IN THE WAY AAAH
and I feel anxious about drawing something serious because I'll get disappointed in my skill and I'm already feeling down as it is (it kinda became a constant state - 3-2 days feeling normal, then weeks of all things bad). But remembering how hard it was for me to get comfortable with my screenless tablet.. oof. I'm painfully getting used to innovations.
Also watching sh2 remake streams.
The fear of abandonment cripples closer and closer again and again.
